I have so much hate for Natalie right now, mixed with and everlasting love for her.
I don’t know what to do with my life right now, but I am going to raise my sons the best I can
I’m currently staying at a friends house while she is at the grandmothers house where we all lived, because she wanted to take the baby to go live at drug houses with friends.
I’ve shut off her phone I pay for, and taking back the car I literally just got her for Christmas.
She still shows no signs of remorse or concern about the baby, but his grandmother is taking good care of him.
Even tonight I went by her work, and caught her making out with the guy she cheated on me with, for 30mins after he got off work. While the baby is at home currently sick.