Help

For the second time in my life I truly feel like ending my suffering

I love my kids so much, and hope they never have to experience what I am going thru.

This pain, is only getting worse by the day, and I don’t want to see how bad it will be by tomorrow.

I know I shouldn’t do it, but I am no good for anyone with the way I am

I don’t know where to go from here, and don’t think anyone can help me at this point

I’m sorry to all of the people I’ve disappointed in my life, and sorry for all the mistakes I’ve made