enough is enough

I AM NOT A FUCKING DOORMAT, I AM TAKING BACK MY LIFE.

I am not in high school, and done playing these fucking high school games.

You know who you are, and you have a deadline to decide what you want in your life.

You can choose to move out and have the party life with your abusive drunk boyfriend and go live your life however the fuck you want with no responsibilities. I wish you well.

Or you can decide to have a family who has always loved you, has been nothing but missing you.

And you don’t have to worry about him or me being a hinderance on your life anymore.

And I know you’ll tell all your friends I’m forcing you to be with me, FUCK NO I have no trust left for you, lost a lot of respect for you, and loosing love for you by the day.

I’m offering you a family, and love.

All I want is this bullshit game to end, and work on reconnecting with you, only if that is the life you want for yourself.

You WERE the one person I wanted to marry, and you ARE the one person I’ve allowed to walk all over me with no consequences, and now that your tired of this doormat it’s time to get a new one.

And I now know all the other secrets you have hid from me the last two years as well.

So just take the freedom I’m offering, because the opportunity of a family isn’t something you can one day decide to throw into the trash, and now that opportunity has a DEADLINE!!!