Tired

These days getting to know her have been amazing.

But here we are again, where she makes it painfully clear she doesn’t want to be with me.

Ok I got the message loud and clear, you want space…..fine take it.

Im tired of one moment we are in a great place, and then we’re not.

So I’m done trying to grow closer to her, cause it’s clear only I am gonna be the one hurt in this.

I’m sitting here lost in my own mind, never sure what to do, but tired of being there for her when it’s convenient for her.

We’re gonna have to talk about her finding her own place to live, because she wants to be independent and on her own, very well cause I’m not gonna be displaced anymore for her to be comfortable

It’s time for her to finally be accountable for her actions that led up to this point.

And I’m taking back my own comfort at home, instead of sleeping on the fucking floor, for her to have a big room and bed.

Maybe it really is time for me to give up on her, since she has given up on any idea of us.

It’s finally time she sees what what kind of happiness she was so willing to throw away.

She wants to miss the guy who lied to her and wrecked her life, go be with him for all I care, cause she sure doesn’t miss all she lost with us.