Happy

I am currently happier that I’ve been in the last decade.

I have finally lifted the weight off my heart, the last 10 years has been nothing but being heart broken time after time.

And I finally see how much damage it has done to me as a person, and I didn’t like that person whom I had become.

So I’m shedding that baggage, and allowing my heart to heal finally.

And I can’t even begin to explain how relaxed and happy I feel now, I will never again let my past define who I am as a person, I will not allow it to control me anymore.

I’m ready to live my life how I want, and be the best father I can be for my boys.

I wish I had a daughter, I’ve had enough boys lol, and just want a little princess, to be a daddy’s girl. I think cause then I could explore my more sensitive side, of raising a daughter, and when she gets older I could be the one to kick her ex boyfriends ass lol

I’ve just been thinking a lot about my life lately, and I know I am so blessed for my children. And I want them to be proud of their dad, and be their best friend. Someone they can tell anything to, and ask me anything without judgement.

Well I’m rambling random stuff that is on my mind at this point, but I feel so at peace right now in my life.

My life may not be perfect but it’s perfect for me.