😢

I truly hate my existence, and wish it would end, instead of suffering the way I have been.

I am tired of living this life of misery and emotional abuse, tonight you said somethings to me that I will never forget.

And you lied about what you had done, and did something that I’m not sure if I can forgive, especially since you told me you couldn’t because you thought about me during that time.

I can accept the fact that I will never have true happiness with anyone that really loves me,

I wish you knew how much I truly love you, and if you could only see the amount of misery and pain you have put upon my heart this year, but it still doesn’t seem to matter to you.

I would never wish this suffering on you, I have dealt with a lifetime of women treating me this same way, so I guess I’m destined to be their disposable trash can.

I have spent the whole night thinking about how I wish my life would end, and honestly the thought of dying seems far more peaceful than living the pathetic life that I have.

I am just so truly sad…..with no one to talk to or help me anymore.