Can’t do this anymore

I’m tired of being yelled at before I’m even fully awake

I’m tired of being disrespected

I’m tired of this life I am living

And I’m tired of wondering if this relationship is real this time around

I’ve have been putting forth the effort to make this relationship better, even tho I’m not the one that destroyed it.

So maybe it is time to make a massive change in my life, as much as I don’t want to, I’m not going to be the only one fighting to keep this going.

And I’m done apologizing, since I still haven’t even had a sincere apology for all the bullshit you have done to me this year.

You wanna get mad about using my car, I bought you a car for Christmas, and you showed me how stupid I was for doing that.