I’ve had bad relationship one after another, always with unfaithful women.
But with Natalie I have never felt so in love as I still do for her. Yes she has hurt me, but I have never given up on her.
Why you ask, because my heart has never felt like this before. She is more than the woman I love, my heart tells me she is the ONE and only I have been searching my entire life for.
Currently she is unsure she still loves me, and is trying to fight her own demons and finding her own self love.
But even now, I am not giving up. I have no less love for her, and I will keep treating her how my heart tells me to, which is like my Queen.
Someday I hope she feels safe enough with me to open her heart up to me, and trust me with her full heart, as I have devoted mine to her.
But until she is ready, I will be here loving her and never giving up on hope for us. Even if it takes the rest of my life to get back into her heart, I am willing to wait. And never give up.
I want her to be happy in her life even if not with me, but I’m allowed to be selfish and hope she doesn’t find anyone, while I’m still trying to get back her heart.
I love you Natalie, Always and Forever
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