giving up

Well I tried, and tried again.

I know my heart will never heal, from losing you.

But I will finally give up on you, not because I want to but, because you want me to let you be free.

I will no longer be there when you are afraid.

I will no longer be there when you are lonely.

I will not be there when you are sad.

I will not be there for cuddles when you cannot sleep.

I will no longer ask for hugs or a kiss here and there.

I will not ask for your hand to be in mine.

I will not ask anything from you ever again.

This is the beginning you are asking for and the ending I have been fearing.

I will always love you, but will no longer show you the love I have for you.

I thought maybe just maybe your heart would allow me to help it heal, but I will no longer be a burden on you.

I will always be there for our child, and always listen as your friend, but I am shutting down my heart from the love it still has for you.

In hopes you will find what you are looking for in life.

And I wish you nothing but blessings in your life, and hope someday you find your happiness.

Goodbye my one and only true love ❤️