I quit

Just when future starts looking bright

My life does what always happens

Goes to shit again

And I will not apologize for how I feel about what was said to me.

I feel my life would be better completely alone.

Cause every time I let someone in, I am again used as a doormat.

You tell me that you are happy, and finally going to give 100 effort, and the very next day say this bullshit to me.

I can’t believe I fell for the lies once again

Nothing in my life will ever change for the better, nor should I ever expect it to.

Im mostly hurt that I’ve been giving my all for my family, and you know exactly how much stress I’m under, and after the bullshit you said to me, you asked to sleep alone cause YOUR stressed.

All I wanted was to hold you to not think about how hurt I was by you, but why should I expect that comfort.

I’m ready to disappear………