Author Archives: thesudds13

Will you ever find someone to love you, Yes. Will you ever find someone as supportive of your dreams and goals in life, maybe. Will you ever find someone that will stick by you thru all you have put me thru, No. Will you ever find someone willing to forgive the amount of heartbreak youContinue reading “Future?”

Just when future starts looking bright My life does what always happens Goes to shit again And I will not apologize for how I feel about what was said to me. I feel my life would be better completely alone. Cause every time I let someone in, I am again used as a doormat. YouContinue reading “I quit”

Bob Marley once said:“You may not be her first,her last, or her only. She loved beforeshe may love again. But if she loves you now,what else matters? She’s not perfect—you aren’t either,and the two of you may never be perfect togetherbut if she can make you laugh,cause you to think twice,and admit to being humanContinue reading “Love”

The moment I met you, I knew I was in love, Like an angel had sent you from up above. The new connection we share grows stronger every day. A strong bond that no one can ever take away. I love everything about you, Naboo. I love you so much and missed you like crazyContinue reading “My love”

I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel after been given false hope time and time again. And like always overnight you make your decision, that you ask for time to make. Well I saw you latest post, and it appears it wasn’t even aimed at me. So I guess it was all really aContinue reading “Hurt”

Who am I? Who am I trying to be? Not myself, anyone but myself. Living in a fantasy to bury the reality, Making myself the mystery, A strong facade disguising the misery. Empty, but beyond the point of emptiness, Full to brim with fake happiness, A guard that will never be broken, Because I becameContinue reading “Lost”

I’m tired of hearing about getting out of this shit town that has nothing but shit memories for me. That’s why I was so happy to have the opportunity to leave the last one. So whether it’s with my family or not, I am leaving this town in my rear view at the end ofContinue reading “Leaving”

Why is it when we were working on our relationship it had to be the biggest secret in the world. But as soon as we have a problem, you wanna put me on blast to the world you so desperately try to keep our happiness hidden from. The way I see it, is you areContinue reading “I don’t get it”

Well I tried, and tried again. I know my heart will never heal, from losing you. But I will finally give up on you, not because I want to but, because you want me to let you be free. I will no longer be there when you are afraid. I will no longer be thereContinue reading “giving up”

Thoughts won’t stop racing thru my head. One minute I’m feeling depressed, the next I’m feeling determined on how to fix things. But in reality there is nothing I can do, I have been offering to try to help. But you feel this journey has to be done alone, when as a team we haveContinue reading “Thoughts”