Author Archives: thesudds13

So…………………………………….and I quote; “I’m tired of giving into people because I don’t like conflict or because I want to make them happy, while sacraficing my own. I’m tired of being unhappy. I have a right to put myself first. I have a right to feel and express the feelings I have, the way I do.Continue reading “Really?”

I can’t take the lies anymore I can’t take the secrets anymore You tell me you want to work on repairing us and ask for my trust to start over fresh, and now I find out you want something casual and not serious. You have burned my trust time and time again, and I haveContinue reading “I can’t anymore”

Something seems different these last two days The last few days before, she seemed more loving, wanting to hold my hand any moment she could. the way she looked at me before I could see the affection and love in her eyes. I hope all is good with us, its hard when I can’t getContinue reading “Different”

I’m tired of lies and secrets I know you called him 2 days ago, when you swore you haven’t talked to him in 6 days. Yet he started posting all these sad posts 2 days ago, when I confronted you about still talking to him And you swore you didn’t talk to him that dayContinue reading “Tired”

The past is the past for a reason.That is where it is supposed to stay,But some cannot let it go.In their heads it eats away Until all their focus becomesThe person they used to be,The mistakes they made in their life.Oh, if only they could see That you cannot change what happened, No matter how hardContinue reading “Let the past be the past”

I don’t want to see you everyday I don’t want to talk anymore I don’t want you in my life anymore You miss the guy who costed your family so much, go to him cause you aren’t wanted here Take your lies and games with you, I hope he enjoys them as well If theContinue reading “Leave me”

I have tried to connect with Natalie so many times, tried to communicate with her. But every answer is either “I’m tired” or “I have a headache” So I’m not gonna fight this one sided battle anymore, I love Natalie more than I can describe, but not playing her game anymore. And when she asksContinue reading “GAME OVER”

Yesterday when she was scared, I was there helping her and holding her hand. When she had a headache, I was there holding her. As much as I’ve tried I can’t stop my love for this woman, she is my everything, and everything I want for my life. I know I need to give herContinue reading “I can’t help myself”

I heard her phone vibrate and looked over to see that she missed a call from him. I asked her about it, and she says she saw him at her work today, and then he accidentally called her twice? Everytime I start to get close to her again, something happens like this. And what hurtsContinue reading “Yet again”

I don’t know what she wants from me….. When I was opening up and close to her, she would constantly remind me we are only friends. When I close myself down from her she posts about how much she misses being with me, and how she still loves me. I hope she knows I’m notContinue reading “Another day”